posted on 30.05.10

a very random post, because i’ve been gone for so long!
i suddenly have that kinda feeling to blog thou nobody reads -.-

had some sort of family gathering just now, with relatives too. lotsa photos :)
back home and look at all the photos from my camera, it seriously brings back alot of memories.

now i understand that, friends don’t last forever. they will eventually leave you for another better someone. and obviously leave you in the lurch when you are in some kinda trouble. but i’m glad i still have some bunch of entertaining and supportive friends around. Loves all, trust a few - a very true phrase. Nothing last forever. so it’s either you cherish now or you regret later.

I have a sudden urge, to contact all of those ppl whom i’ve not seen for some time and tell them how much i miss the past with them.

xxxx, i wanna tell you how much i miss you. but, it’s all my doings that we ended up this way. thanks for that 1 day, the first and the last we had together, it was definetely memorable and you totally made me day. you had me laughing from the time i met you till i leave. we’ll let everything end here and may you be happy. :)

i’ve finally decide on things which are left behind for long, happy with that.

and as i’m typing all these… another problem occured and i got bothered by it, very deeply. ): tell me that it’s all gna be over soon.
sighssssssss~

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posted on 13.01.10 Stop being a bitchhhh~

Breakfast @ 824 with Wanli, Ru-JiaMin and Frederick ytd.
back home after sch, bathed and got prepared, walked over to 839 find bro-in-law.
soon, we took a bus to Bedok with Darren and Darron, walked around there.
walked to 517, Qian Kun Dian, had dinner there and sister only came at dinner time. they lion dance while we slack around, then 大爷伯 and 二爷伯 came out. bro-in-law and Ahboy drag me to get food, angpow from 大爷伯  and talk to 大爷伯, super embarrasing ttm, cos everybody was practically starring at me! everything ended and we went back home! :D

school today, very tired and i was somehow quiet in the morning, but this pubor start her crapz talking all the way, early in the morning! wtf?
slept during POA lesson and she slept too, even when she’s sleeping she can irritate ppl by suddenly banging on the table. totally crapz k! slacked @ 882 after school, Dexter was there too, 839 to fetch Darren and went home.

happiness is something which can be faked.
sadness is something which can be hide.
even if im smiling/laughing all day long, it doesnt mean anything.
you choose the way you wanted it to be, nobody force you to.

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posted on 10.01.10

its 12.35am now, just had a bath! still deciding if i should sleep later or stay awake till 6am and then breaskfast with them? hmmm…..

well, slept at 4am near 5am the last night and woke up at 11.30am. had breakfast, prepared, and went to sister’s hse. wait for bro-in-law to be back and we head to Bedok, Qian Kun Dian got da ri zi. done with there and head to Bedok Inter for lunch, plus sis’s mom in law. walked around Bedok area till 6pm+ and went back Qian Kun Dian, got ge tai, dua li ya peh and so on… slacked around with them, lion dance and so on, back to sis’s hse at 9pm, back to home sweet home at 10pm.

still hesitating on getting inked or not!
very hard to decide on this, firstly cos of the spot where i’ll be getting inked and secondly due to money. i am still having school so i can’t get inked on obvious spots, unless uniform can be covered. but i wanna get inked on wrist, ankle or hip. im somebody who’s damn fickle minded and i can’t decide on things, fucked up. should i get inked after N level? I’ll have more cash by then, and i can get ink at any spot too! this is tricky!
and i know for sure, my parents won’t be happy bout me getting ink. but, i only live for once, and for myself. I know what i am doing and have got limits. I will still have a future ahead, and will continue to strive for things i want. for this, i’ll negotiate nicely :)

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posted on 09.01.10 Sensitive? Paranoid?

slept kinda early ytd, around 12.30am. dead beat…
woke up at 11am today, went out at 1plus, with mommy, sisters, nephews and sister’s bf.

Bugis, walked around and shopped for stuffs. Left for Bedok and bought a dress there, walked around again, then to Bedok South, Darren’s yeye shop. Giant with sister’s mom in law, sister and nephews to shop again. waited for blah3 to come and fetch us, back to sis’s hse, then i walked back home, :D

why must you get so sensitive? or is it paranoid? you text me and wished me all the best with (whoever) but everything was concluded by you, yourself through my facebook. everything was purely assumed by you. don’t read too much into it, cos you’ll nvr know what i am thinking or who im referring to.

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posted on 08.01.10 shattered into pieces,

school again today, full attendance for a week. happiness :D
slept throughout POA lesson, seriously tired ttm. Jasper kept trying to disturb by knocking on the table or playing with my hair, ignored and continued to sleep. shiok onlyyy~

school ends at 12.30pm, met Jiahui and went library for retainee’s so called meeting. done with there and went outta school, look for Dexter, chatted and then leave with Ivy, RuJiamins. walked to my hse downstairs and we discussed on where to go, stand & chatted there for very long. Xb, Th , M and this very xialan guy walked past, chatted with them too. that very xialan guy keep diao, diao until no tmr, i swear! and he’s fucking familiar, then i remembered, he was my friend’s dog! nb, i don’t like. i know i speak like some xiao meimei, but really dislike you mei you~

met Des.C at staircase, discuss some stuffs again, went up bathed and everything. walked to Jiamin’s hse, Rumin was alr there. waited for Lau to reach and we bus to causeway point. walked around like usual, had lunch cum dinner @ Kfc.

bus back Tamp > central park > 824 > void deck.
void deck to talked, everyone’s troubled. i actually end up in tears, damnnnn!
saw DonDaven too, surprised!
back home @ 10.30pm. its only 11.30pm now, but my eyelids are heavy alr.

I won’t take the initiative anymore. this has to come to an end. And i’ve made up my mind. Ty, :)

so many things running thru my mind, but its all bottled inside. try opening it, by all means do so. i never promised it would be easy, just that it requires care, love and alil understanding.

posted on 07.01.10
“Some of us think holding on makes us strong; but sometimes it is letting go that makes us strong.”
posted on 06.01.10

school oficially started for me. 3rd day of school and i dint fall asleep during any lesson yet, how proud! :D

went for breakfast on Monday and Tuesday. Monday with Rumin, Jiamin, Des.C, Wanli and Ivy. while Tuesday, the same us, but w/o Des. Get to go off at 2.15pm instead of 5pm cos my brother in law came to fetch me! hoho, happiness x10 :D

School is torturous ttm today, cos of PE! stretching was alr very tired. ran 2 rounds after that. damn.. now im suffering from muscle aches, thank you Alsagoff! I wore PE, after like 2yrs. everybody had to kept asking and reminding me that i was in PE. even Mr Tan kept shooting me, guo fen! Assembly was fun, cos Dion & Isabell makes me go crazy, was so high that i kept laughing. ass them~
&, after school ends, went school opp to look for Dexter and lau too.
chatted with Dexter & Vivian and caught up alil, then to KFC for lunch with Lau, Rm, Jm, Ivy and Jolene. coincidentally Dexter and Vivian were there too, homed after that.

Rumin’s a bitch! <3
Dion’s a rascal! :D

posted on 21.12.09

have been spending my days with my girls, Des.C and AhYang.
its either we slack or we majong. but most of my time is actually spent with those lovely girls. headed to Darance and Derrick’s chalet with AhYang and Des during one of these days too.

Plaza sing with my girls ytd, shopped around and then to Potong Pasir cos of OhJiaMin! back to tamp, was actually meeting AhYang, but time wasn’t right. so back home around 11pm.

Today was plainly majong at lau’s hse. we cooked alot food at her hse, nicenice! :D hehe. then to TM and CS to shop around, back home at 10pm. down to meet brother in law and Darren to have supper at Prata shop at 11plus, back home 12+am! xD

im so fair, i posted photos of all those ppl’s photo whom im recently close with (:

posted on 17.12.09
“Don’t let someone become your everything, because when they’re gone you have nothing.”